What do you do when your world implodes?
I try to read my Bible, but some days I just cant.
I pray, continuously, except sometimes I just cant.
I listen to music; that always helps.
I DO remain in faith AND trust, that:
God know the needs of my heart before I do.
The Holy Spirit cries out on my behalf when I know not what to pray.
I let the waves of emotion engulf me, overcome me, I do not push the emotions away—not anymore.
Whatever brokenness I experience, I still have this place in my gut, my core, and there exists the presence of Jesus in my life, offering a ”peace that transcends all understanding.”
Pain, grief, they come and go.
I move forward, one step by one step.
I look up. I look for beauty around me everyday. Nature.
I just keep going, and in my darkest pit and passing through the shadows, in my heart, I know that I am never alone.
Brokenness, by Kim Childress